Happy New Year! We live another day, we have officially survived the year of 2023.
I kicked this year off with losing my voice.
Lately, I knew it felt like it flew by so quick. Time has been flying and everyone has been reevaluating our individual decisions. Btw, the skincare products are Tree of Life.
New Year Day, has always been a hard time for me. Truthfully, this is when I am reflecting upon trauma, failures and everything that went wrong. However, I’ve learned to shift the mentality to taking the good out, and saying bye to the rest. Keep in mind, that whatever has happened that it always comes back around. Know your capabilities but always try to keep a good heart, even if it can be tough. God, will always protect his own.
2023 has taught me everything I needed in the end of the year. I’m learning that all I have is myself, and majority of my friends are not my friends. I come off promiscuous and fun, but truly I am a homebody, that’s really weird. It’s been this way all of my life because of how I am perceived. Truthfully, it gives me an upper hand because people doubt me the most. My life gives people something to talk about, so might as well as use that platform to educate someone and improve others lives. Most people did envy my life, without understanding that surmount of damages that I’ve endured my entire life. Mind you, my social media is a facade. My Blog however, is where I am the most vulnerable. I am trying to teach, even if it’s just one person This is not a sob story, I am giving you an insight on why I tend to isolate. I take full accountability for the actions I have caused to myself. However, there are countless of times where I kept a kind heart to good people and endured the pain. The difference is, this cultivated me to become resilient, and drive my faith. Anyone that has survived the amount of abuse that I have, are detached. Just know, that everything will come back around. Please keep fighting, or swimming. Majority of us daydream because our mind had to take us out of reality. We get triggered and even when everything is right. Mentally, we feel alone. We are used to fight or flight mode. Nothing really disappoints me. I am here for you. However, it is hard to stay strong all the time. I have parts of my life where I feel like I have failed because I am unable to provide my presence and care to my family. I am able to materially provide. That’s what I am trying to work on for 2024. For those of you that are in the process of becoming a survivor, I hope my life will be your survival guide coming up. I will be writing for my next blog post + video on how I did. All that I ask, is that when you’ve successfully achieved your goals that you keep your family with you (if they’re good to you).
So, if you feel stuck, it’s okay. I was once that girl studying in horrible conditions and feeling like I wouldn’t get anywhere. Always do what you can, you’re the only who truly knows yourself, well. Don’t take on responsibilities when you know that you’re unable to fulfill, or if you’re not ready. It’s okay to acknowledge that, once you’re ready you’ll be better than ever.
If you’re opening your business, keep the career, and your own branding and build. The thing is, you want your job to pay for your lifestyle and then your business to lift off and enhance it. Once you’re ready you can leave your career. For now, it’s temporary pain for longtime success.
Also, regardless of words. Know that you’re going to be successful. You fought battles that most people couldn’t bear to walk in. You’ve faced the world falling, and putting the pieces back together on your own.
If you feel like you’re drowning, numb and everything has been tumultuous. Just hold on a bit more for me. I am an email (mskimtha@gmail.com), and we can set up a call & will always be ♥️
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