Kim Tha (CLICK SPIRITUALITY TAB)

Some questions that run into my head on a daily basis.

What is my purpose?

Why do I feel so lost?

Why do I feel empty?

So, I’ve actually moved. Away from a lot but one thing I’ve learned to was to cut off emotions. Honestly, it is a blessing but a curse at the same time.

Industry, all in all has been great and has its ups and downs … plus I’ve been pretty straightforward about my mental health. So, I’ve taken a lot, I mean a lot of time trying to process everything.

One thing that you have to realize is that everything happens for a reason. Truly, if something or someone is not meant for you. It will not be aligned with you.

1. Time is not something we get back. We have 24 hours in a day, so use it wisely.
2. You have to make sacrifices for what you want. Life is not about being happy but what is logically smart for the moment
3. Do not let your past define you. People can change but you have to take yourself away from everything that has once defined you.
4. Your thoughts become your own reality, and sometimes it takes your back being against the wall to realize that you can think outside of the box.

Lately,

Everything in this city is an eye opener. I’ve been told at the speed I was in The Bay under two years, that I’ve done a lot. I’ve decided to take a different route in this new city, I will soon realize as my home.

The entire point is, there’s times that you won’t be dealt with the best cards, but it is truly how you decipher how you play this game called life. In this industry, I had to learn to live a double life where I did, “fake it to make it”

All I knew in sales was that. We are the frosting on the cake, even if the foundation is off. Truly, you would never know where life leads you but even if you’re walking through hell, keep going.

For my family; I am so sorry that I’ve failed but I’ll make it up. Promise.

Truly,

Most people in The Bay saw me as a rising star. I blew up quick as a model but I never saw the worth in myself as just a model. I am so much more than that. I eventually strive to help my family, and community. Then, eventually live out my life.

I am far from perfect but, here’s a few lessons that I’ve learned.

1. Keep good people around you
2. You have to be selfish, to be selfless
3. Pray.
4. Use timers and reminders
5. Do not over share and trust easily
6. Be kind to everyone and shake hands – you would be so surprised in regard to the doors that it can open
7. Stay calm under stressful situations
8. It’s okay, to not be okay.
9. Read, and question everything
10. Do not think with emotions, Molly Bloom has once said. “In this game, you need to take calculated risks, if you fail to take them. You will lose this game.”

Take it from me, and this memoir, I’ve been through so much but the ratio of my BS and where I should be in life are not quite at the same level. Surround yourself within a circle that can elevate you.

There are many obstacles that should have broken me, but instead they build me to become a resilient person. Eventually, my mentor Alex once said.. eventually.. you will find your tribe and circle that are meant for you. Which, at first I never understood because I felt like I lost all of my friends in January of 2024 and now, well.. I barely have any looking at my right or left side that were worth keeping aside for three. I would definitely choose my new circle any day.. just remember that everything takes time. Everything is not always surface level because once you have that, then you realize that the things that truly matter is someone’s characteristics and how much impact they can eventually leave into the world.

I am not a model, I am not Ms. Damn Spocom.

I’m Kim, and you’re just gonna watch me grow for here.

I love ya a ton!

Xoxo

Kim Tha 🎀❤️